Good Morning Family

    It’s a good morning indeed.. I REACHED MY FIRST GOAL TODAY & it feels so satisfying, I’m so proud of my body and my brain and my heart.. I’m so happy!!

    Weighing in at:

    SW: 73.2kg
    CW: 64.7kg
    1st GW: 65.0kg DONE
    New GW: 63.0kg

    Total lost: 8.5kg (18.7lb)

    My new Goal weight is set at only 2kg lower because my new Goal is to lose a TOTAL of 10kg (22lb)

    This is in less than 3 months.. And I gave myself 3 months to reach my first goal!

    It’s amazing what ones body can do when you change your bad lifestyle to healthy and clean!

    Have a great day fam!
    Love yourself :)

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  1. INFJ’s and Hurt

    Being an INFJ comes with a lot of contradictions. I *love* people - but I often feel more connected to “humanity” when I am alone, and I often feel lonely when I am with people.

    The loneliness is painful.

    And it’s incredibly difficult to express this loneliness - because it’s touching on things that will have people tell you you’re either crazy, or you’re a narcissistic self-involved asshole who think they’re better than everyone.

    I don’t think INFJs are magical unicorns with extra special fairy glitter on top who have abilities that are super-human, and no-one else compares…. which it’s easy to misinterpret these things as when you say stuff like “people don’t understand me”..

    It’s just that INFJs have special gifts that touch on relationships, and people. We are really good at tapping into other people, understanding them, understanding dynamics - we pick up on a *ton* of information.. this makes it really difficult to have ‘normal’ relationships.

    I have lost friends because they were convinced someone had told me a secret and now was protecting whomever it was sharing their secret in the first place - after blurting out something that seemed “obvious” to me when it then turns out it wasn’t something I was supposed to know.

    I have lost friends for freaking them out in similar manners… asking questions about certain relationships or relatives to pin where a certain problem etc came from (some have gotten paranoid and though I was stalking them or something).

    Then there’s the ones who show up every 2-5 years and tell me that “I don’t understand how I neglected our friendship - you’re WONDERFUL - AMAZING! I LOVE YOU!” and call me their “best friend” for a few weeks/months - until they resolved the grieving of a (relative/relationship/life-crisis)… and then they run off again (which I knew they would, so it’s no surprise - but it’s so dishonest)

    It’s painful that when I share these sort of frustrations I am told I’m “full of myself”, or “imagining things”. Or that, to express it at all in the first place, I have to talk non-stop for 3 hrs to explain all of the relevant things leading up to my frustration… and often end up misunderstood anyway. So it often seems pointless.

    Having to pretend like you “don’t know” that your friend isn’t actually asking you of your opinion, just wants validation of her choice… which you know is a terrible one…

    Or just in-general, people not being honest, saying one thing - doing another… knowing where things will go/turn out, which gives a lot of “dissatisfaction” (and sometimes cynicism) because there’s not much of a point trying a lot of the times.

    You’re alone. Because you feel *connection* through intellectual exchange, sharing of perspectives, explorations of concepts and people-dynamics, dreams, mysticism.. and people don’t see how it ‘goes together’. So you have “selective” connections, relationships that only connect on ‘one point’, or non-mutual relationships..

    I feel like this girl completely summed up my life and the people that come and go. So insightful and so very true.

  2. quotespaper:

    This is good for eve

  3. (Source: cute-overload, via xpandyx)


    2,000 dollar bird warmer.

    (Source: superziggy, via xpandyx)

  4. (Source: sp00kygirl)

  5. danskjavlarna:

    From Art magic, or, Mudane, sub-mundane and super-mundane spiritism by William Britten, 1898

    (Source:, via scarlet-library)

  6. gorekingfromplanetzorch666:


    Rozz Williams of Christian Death

    I love Rozz.

  7. the-darkest-of-lights:

    A page in my book of shadows

    Aura cleansing incense
    Burn this incense to cleanse your aura and start anew.
    1 tbsp argrimony
1 tbsp mugwort*
1 tbsp sage*
    ** do not burn this mix if you are pregnant

    [do not repost without my permission]

    (via the-darkest-of-lights)

  8. doctormemelordmd:



    Now You Know (Source)

    Crows are scary

    • use tools
    • Can be taught to speak (like parrots)
    • Have huge brains for birds
    • like seriously their brain-to-body size ratio is equal to that of a chimpanzee
    • They vocalize anger, sadness, or happiness in response to things
    • they are scary smart at solving puzzles
    • some ravens stay with their mates until one of them dies
    • they can remember faces
    • SIDENOTE HERE BECAUSE HOLY SHIT.  They did an experiment where these guys wore masks and some of them fucked with crows.  Pretty soon the crows recognized the masks = douchebag.  But the nice guys with masks they left alone.  THEN, OH WE’RE NOT DONE, NO SIR crows that WEREN’T EVEN IN THE EXPERIMENT AND NEVER SAW THE MASK BEFORE knew about mask-dudes and attacked them on sight.  THEY PASSED ON THE FUCKING INFORMATION TO THEIR CROW BUDDIES.
    • They remember places where crows were killed by farmers and change their migration patterns.

    Guys I’m really scared of crows now.

    Yeah but have you seen this 


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